Why am I such a coward.
I looked at you.
I wanted to talk to you.
Inside my head.
I'm screaming like a lunatic.
I scurried away like a mouse.
B-Hay
This afternoon, I went to Moelc, Bishan to borrow German books. FYI, I dreaded to go there sooooo MUCH!!! Well, maybe not if only my best friend would accompany me. =( Unfortunately, my best friend seemed unavailable for quite a while and I'm already missing him. So anyhow, I went while its freakin' raining!! Luckily, I brought an umbrella for protection. I boarded the MRT train and listening to my music.All of the sudden there is this group of boys about my age went up in front of me and started fooling around. They were laughing like a lunatic. I swear. Then one of them was facing the door then the other went up to the guy, get a hold of the guys' head and banged it on the door. BANG!! My gosh! It got to hurt....Then the other were laughing. I was minding my own business when one of the boys came up the guy (who just got his head banged....great migraine there.) and kind of kicked him. I have no idea where but the guys' bending down covering his *ahem*. So you probably know where....OUCH! Eventually, my brief of entertainment ended when they departed at Sembawang. AAwwww.... So I arrived at the LC and its deserted. I walked inside the gate then the guards started shouting, one man with a bike doing some arm signal on me then the female guard in the canteen were shouting then man with the bike started shouting. I can't make out what in the world are they talking about. All of them were shouting. It seemed like they don't want me there. If only I could tell them. " So do I...I don't ever wanna meet you people either. I don't even wanna go back to this crappy place ever again." Then I heard "GIRL!!" I looked everywhere and in the counter I saw nobody. I looked over the counter and saw the Indian guard. Man, his short....No offense. I went up the library and looked for the books. I handed it over to the lady in the counter and she started to interviewed me.
Lady: What's your school? I have to do this again. I never update my computer then all the data lost...*sigh*.
Me: Yuan Ching Sec. *smile*
Lady: Yuuuaannn cchhiinnggg sseeeccc..... *while typing* What's your class in your school?
Me: 3E1
Lady: Thhrreee EEeeeee Ooonneeee...* while typing* Yuan Chin sec. That one in jurong?
Me: *crap I don't even know how to answer. I don't even know where is it resides to.* uuuuhhh.....Behind the Lake side MRT.
Lady: Lake side ah. Very far. Like 1 hour ride.
Me: Yah....That's why I don't want to go to school. *actually I mumbled it. I guess she didn't heard it*
Lady: ok. Here you go. Happy reading. Take care. *smile*
Me: ok. bye. *smile and leave*
I have to get out of there. I started to feel nausea. Damn. My stomach started churning. Must be my thing. I tried out this new MRT station in Bishan. I went down the escalator and up to the ticket booth. I just followed the signs to NORTH - line train. Then I ended up in one HUMONGOUS PLACE and I don't know where the hell am I. There were escalators everywhere. There were Ups and downs. I walked and walked where my legs would carry me. All the signs were pointing up. Where up? In the ceiling? I swear I stared up the ceiling and think. Then I turned to the corner then there is this one passage and a dead end too. I looked left and right both have escalators. Damn it. Now I have to crack my brain, which one to choose and I realized. "I'm LOST....". O-o What the heck, I went up to the right side escalator. I don't care where in the world it will bring me. If I got lost again. Please please....let it bring me to heaven. Finally!!! I reached my destination. Then there is this old man started to wonder "where in the world did
you come from?" He even looked down from the escalator and scratch his head.......Funny.
That new place was soooo BIG!! It's like a huge shopping mall.....Great job for the engineers. *clap clap*.
Right after I got lost to that HUMONGOUS PLACE. I went to the library at Jurong East. Borrowed 2 books and left. I really wanted to leave because my legs were wobbly, my stomach were churning. I really wanted to lie down.
I'm so Jaded.
I'm Jaded.
From the path I've been traveling.
I'm Jaded.
From the things that's hovering over me.
But I will never be jaded.
When it comes to you.
Wanna know why?
Cause you're my source of energy.
B-Hay
I looked at you.
I wanted to talk to you.
Inside my head.
I'm screaming like a lunatic.
I scurried away like a mouse.
B-Hay
This afternoon, I went to Moelc, Bishan to borrow German books. FYI, I dreaded to go there sooooo MUCH!!! Well, maybe not if only my best friend would accompany me. =( Unfortunately, my best friend seemed unavailable for quite a while and I'm already missing him. So anyhow, I went while its freakin' raining!! Luckily, I brought an umbrella for protection. I boarded the MRT train and listening to my music.All of the sudden there is this group of boys about my age went up in front of me and started fooling around. They were laughing like a lunatic. I swear. Then one of them was facing the door then the other went up to the guy, get a hold of the guys' head and banged it on the door. BANG!! My gosh! It got to hurt....Then the other were laughing. I was minding my own business when one of the boys came up the guy (who just got his head banged....great migraine there.) and kind of kicked him. I have no idea where but the guys' bending down covering his *ahem*. So you probably know where....OUCH! Eventually, my brief of entertainment ended when they departed at Sembawang. AAwwww.... So I arrived at the LC and its deserted. I walked inside the gate then the guards started shouting, one man with a bike doing some arm signal on me then the female guard in the canteen were shouting then man with the bike started shouting. I can't make out what in the world are they talking about. All of them were shouting. It seemed like they don't want me there. If only I could tell them. " So do I...I don't ever wanna meet you people either. I don't even wanna go back to this crappy place ever again." Then I heard "GIRL!!" I looked everywhere and in the counter I saw nobody. I looked over the counter and saw the Indian guard. Man, his short....No offense. I went up the library and looked for the books. I handed it over to the lady in the counter and she started to interviewed me.
Lady: What's your school? I have to do this again. I never update my computer then all the data lost...*sigh*.
Me: Yuan Ching Sec. *smile*
Lady: Yuuuaannn cchhiinnggg sseeeccc..... *while typing* What's your class in your school?
Me: 3E1
Lady: Thhrreee EEeeeee Ooonneeee...* while typing* Yuan Chin sec. That one in jurong?
Me: *crap I don't even know how to answer. I don't even know where is it resides to.* uuuuhhh.....Behind the Lake side MRT.
Lady: Lake side ah. Very far. Like 1 hour ride.
Me: Yah....That's why I don't want to go to school. *actually I mumbled it. I guess she didn't heard it*
Lady: ok. Here you go. Happy reading. Take care. *smile*
Me: ok. bye. *smile and leave*
I have to get out of there. I started to feel nausea. Damn. My stomach started churning. Must be my thing. I tried out this new MRT station in Bishan. I went down the escalator and up to the ticket booth. I just followed the signs to NORTH - line train. Then I ended up in one HUMONGOUS PLACE and I don't know where the hell am I. There were escalators everywhere. There were Ups and downs. I walked and walked where my legs would carry me. All the signs were pointing up. Where up? In the ceiling? I swear I stared up the ceiling and think. Then I turned to the corner then there is this one passage and a dead end too. I looked left and right both have escalators. Damn it. Now I have to crack my brain, which one to choose and I realized. "I'm LOST....". O-o What the heck, I went up to the right side escalator. I don't care where in the world it will bring me. If I got lost again. Please please....let it bring me to heaven. Finally!!! I reached my destination. Then there is this old man started to wonder "where in the world did
you come from?" He even looked down from the escalator and scratch his head.......Funny.
That new place was soooo BIG!! It's like a huge shopping mall.....Great job for the engineers. *clap clap*.
Right after I got lost to that HUMONGOUS PLACE. I went to the library at Jurong East. Borrowed 2 books and left. I really wanted to leave because my legs were wobbly, my stomach were churning. I really wanted to lie down.
I'm so Jaded.
I'm Jaded.
From the path I've been traveling.
I'm Jaded.
From the things that's hovering over me.
But I will never be jaded.
When it comes to you.
Wanna know why?
Cause you're my source of energy.
B-Hay
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