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Torn
Now the perfect sky is torn.
Expect the unexpected.
Date : Wednesday, July 15, 2009
I glimpse at you.

You glimpse at me.

I caught your glimpses.

You caught my glimpses.

How I wish it will be longer.

Sooner...


It became a stare.


I stared very hard.


You stared back.


How I wish it will be even more longer.




B-Hay


Yesterday, I borrowed this book from **Pikachu** the title is 'To forget you'.
By the time I read the little summary behind...I felt like i wanted to cry.
Wanna know why? Cause it reminds me of you.
It's by Low Kay Hwa, I think some local writer.
When I got home I read this book and stayed in my room. At the same time I was not feeling pretty well. For the whole afternoon....Oh crap! I was crying more than you will ever know! This is the most saddest and romantic book I've ever read. I would really recommended to anyone. In the end, I don't know what happened to the superman he got knocked down towards the tree when he was riding his motorcycle. He was going to superland to meet superwoman for the first time after they broke up 6 months ago. Jeez....so sad.


Habang binababasa ko toh. Ikaw lang iniisip ko.
Sus ginuo! Mas lalo pa ako umiyak!
Sus ginuo!

Anyway, in the evening i forced myself to go for rehearsal for our presentation. By the way, its in 2 weeks time. So far we've got the blocking on stage and all the movements while singing. Pretty psyched about it. All I have to do is to memorize the song. So we got into the place and next thing I know I saw you and your sister came. I'm not expecting it to happened. But now I guess we should expect the unexpected after all. We rehearsed the songs and also done with recordings. Mean while the rest of the people were rehearsing I was playing with JJ she's so adorable. Then you came along holding her. Yet that didn't stopped me from playing with her. I glimpsed at you and you caught me looking at you.
Out of unexpected circumstances, I started staring at you. Just everytime I did that you will also stared back. Gustong gusto kong ibalik ang lahat. Where it used to be, you know? =(
You started talking to me....but not those conversation types.
Not in my self-consciousness I hit you back with my lyrics paper. Then I thought back, "why did I do that?". Then you looked at me and walked away with JJ.
Smooth move.......

So far we've got the whole rehearsal done. Soon we finally got home. I felt so sick so I went to bed early. At around midnight, I heard my phone rang but I didn't bother reaching for it. I don't have enough strength to stand up. My cell phone was 2 meters away from me for crying out loud. So I just slept but through out the night I heard my cell phone kept on ringing all night long. I don't even bother to answer it. I am so sick........

The following morning when I woke up I took my phone to check who was it.
Then it was you......For the past 7 months. This was the first time you texted me again. I fell to my knees, I guess I'm still too weak.....
But I don't care. I texted back and prayed.

Did you know I brought my dimples and mole to the rehearsal?
So childish.....I know.
While traveling in the car I was hugging it.
I always did.
When I'm falling sick.
While I'm sick.
I'm always hugging it.
I don't know why?
It's cause of you.


Extracted from ' To forget you'


By: Low Kay Hwa



'to forget; To remember you'



'When you fall in love, you get controlled by your emotions; You will do the silliest and stupidest thing. You follow what your emotions tell you to do. And your emotions are controlled by the person you love deeply. Your lover's emotion are controlled by you.



Basically, when you are in love, you only laugh because he laughs, or you only cry becuase she cries. Emotions are no longer controlled by humans, but by the love showed.
The power of love: So strong that you wonder hopelessly what had happened to you.



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