Drowning down.
From my sleepless nights.
Solving an equation.
(Sleepless nights) + (Hateful dreams) = Y-O-U
Which is also.
Equivalent to.
More Tea Bags...
(Equation solved) = ( Math A1)
B-Hay
Right after I got home. I'm soooo tired. I'm planning to sleep for the whole afternoon but turned out. Using computer.
Planning = FAILED
My mom saw me being sooo exhausted and started whining about how tired i was. I should get some sleep. I better not use the computer. All those yakity yakity yap..... I'm wasn't listening carefully because my mind was drifting away. My conscious was failing me. How could you do this to me?
It all add up to more scoldings.....
(consciousness) = FAILED = More SCLODINGS
I gave it all up, and slumped back to my parents bed. I can't move and drifting to sleep while my mom was talking to me. She was so in a rush to get to church and told me not to go anymore. Yet, I forced my head to wake up and trudged towards my room and to the bathroom and dressed up. Seating at the back of the car, listening to my mp3 and drifting back to sleep. So many equations to do....
Walking up to church, I suddenly felt so unworthy. Like I don't belong here anymore. Feelin' like what's the point of coming here when you're not worthy.
Maybe...That's the reason why I forced myself to go to church that day.
Being unworthy...Is to make you're self worth more than you thought you worth.
You may not understand this.
I know it's complicated.
I know i'm a bad girl.
And
I know I have to do something about this.
That's why I'm here praying. To give myself up and be worthy enough to be in front of you. I hope you'll Understand.
I got home and slumped back to me bed. Didn't even bother to wash my hand. I know how much my mom trying to enforce the rule of washing your hands once you go out. But all I cared about is to get some sleep. So I just grabbed my hand sanitizer and washed. Went back to sleep.
I hope no more equations to come, it will only make my life more complicated.
Oh yeah...Later on, It's LJ's birthday and I hope It will be fun.
Question 10:
(Y-O-U) + (M-E) = ??
So far that's the only equation that I can't solved.
Yet.
B-Hay
From my sleepless nights.
Solving an equation.
(Sleepless nights) + (Hateful dreams) = Y-O-U
Which is also.
Equivalent to.
More Tea Bags...
(Equation solved) = ( Math A1)
B-Hay
Right after I got home. I'm soooo tired. I'm planning to sleep for the whole afternoon but turned out. Using computer.
Planning = FAILED
My mom saw me being sooo exhausted and started whining about how tired i was. I should get some sleep. I better not use the computer. All those yakity yakity yap..... I'm wasn't listening carefully because my mind was drifting away. My conscious was failing me. How could you do this to me?
It all add up to more scoldings.....
(consciousness) = FAILED = More SCLODINGS
I gave it all up, and slumped back to my parents bed. I can't move and drifting to sleep while my mom was talking to me. She was so in a rush to get to church and told me not to go anymore. Yet, I forced my head to wake up and trudged towards my room and to the bathroom and dressed up. Seating at the back of the car, listening to my mp3 and drifting back to sleep. So many equations to do....
Walking up to church, I suddenly felt so unworthy. Like I don't belong here anymore. Feelin' like what's the point of coming here when you're not worthy.
Maybe...That's the reason why I forced myself to go to church that day.
Being unworthy...Is to make you're self worth more than you thought you worth.
You may not understand this.
I know it's complicated.
I know i'm a bad girl.
And
I know I have to do something about this.
That's why I'm here praying. To give myself up and be worthy enough to be in front of you. I hope you'll Understand.
I got home and slumped back to me bed. Didn't even bother to wash my hand. I know how much my mom trying to enforce the rule of washing your hands once you go out. But all I cared about is to get some sleep. So I just grabbed my hand sanitizer and washed. Went back to sleep.
I hope no more equations to come, it will only make my life more complicated.
Oh yeah...Later on, It's LJ's birthday and I hope It will be fun.
Question 10:
(Y-O-U) + (M-E) = ??
So far that's the only equation that I can't solved.
Yet.
B-Hay
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