When I woke up this morning from my drunkenness last night.
I had a horrible dream.
***You were there. We were chatting in MSN then I asked you out. We went to a mall, we were walking around. I tried to hold your hand and you let me. You were wearing you're normal t-shirt and basketball shorts. While we were walking, you have this blank stare. Like you don't even wanna be with me. It was a horrible feeling for me.
Me: are you busy?
You: Yah. I have to go somewhere.
Me: oh
Then you went away from me and went down the escalator leaving me behind. I'm staring at you while you were going away. I walked towards the exit of the mall and realized I should have asked my driver to fetch me home. I also realized that I'm wearing a very grand dress. I must have spent so much time preparing for our meet. Instead it went nowhere.
I walked around the mall and saw my friend. She asked me to go down the escalator cause she saw you there. So we went and I can't believed what my eyes saw. You were having a dinner with a girl. You were also wearing a suit and the girl was wearing a tube dress. To be honest the girl was chubby and I can't believed you changed me to some chubby girl. Yet, she looked rich. Once you saw me, you stood up and went up the stairs followed by the girl. I got hold of you hand and asked.
Me: where are you going?
You: I have some business to attend to. (walked away)
From that time on. I started crying seems like between us were finally over. I logged in to my MSN and I saw you're message beside your name. Saying.
"I want to........(.......)........"
I don't know what does that mean.****
I woke up and I realized my face was wet. They were tears. Even in my dreams my crying never stops. I miss you so much.
I have to do something about this and I can't let that happened.
Pretty weird dream really and it hurts.
I had a horrible dream.
***You were there. We were chatting in MSN then I asked you out. We went to a mall, we were walking around. I tried to hold your hand and you let me. You were wearing you're normal t-shirt and basketball shorts. While we were walking, you have this blank stare. Like you don't even wanna be with me. It was a horrible feeling for me.
Me: are you busy?
You: Yah. I have to go somewhere.
Me: oh
Then you went away from me and went down the escalator leaving me behind. I'm staring at you while you were going away. I walked towards the exit of the mall and realized I should have asked my driver to fetch me home. I also realized that I'm wearing a very grand dress. I must have spent so much time preparing for our meet. Instead it went nowhere.
I walked around the mall and saw my friend. She asked me to go down the escalator cause she saw you there. So we went and I can't believed what my eyes saw. You were having a dinner with a girl. You were also wearing a suit and the girl was wearing a tube dress. To be honest the girl was chubby and I can't believed you changed me to some chubby girl. Yet, she looked rich. Once you saw me, you stood up and went up the stairs followed by the girl. I got hold of you hand and asked.
Me: where are you going?
You: I have some business to attend to. (walked away)
From that time on. I started crying seems like between us were finally over. I logged in to my MSN and I saw you're message beside your name. Saying.
"I want to........(.......)........"
I don't know what does that mean.****
I woke up and I realized my face was wet. They were tears. Even in my dreams my crying never stops. I miss you so much.
I have to do something about this and I can't let that happened.
Pretty weird dream really and it hurts.
Labels: Melodramatic B-Hay
